He's so worried...

Insan8ty forgot part of today and can't seem to stop crying. Apparently his biggest fear is Alzheimers (I know I spelled that wrong...) He's worried that he'll get it at a young age and be a huge burden on me. Sure, that worries me too, but I'll never leave him. I love him, he's so sweet, so good to me, and he understands me. I understand his fear, I have a similar fear of Dimentia. He's asked me to blog this for him, he's really upset and I don't know how to make him feel better. I've told him that if he works his brain sort of like a muscle, it will get stronger, but I think he's running in blind fear now. Please bring this up at his upcoming appointment. I'll be there too, if that's ok. Thanks.

-GF

GFt's first post

Ok, crazy shit went down recently... Insan8ty let his brother  stay for a few days, thinking that we have to move and living with him would make bills cheaper. So we let him come over for a few days as a test run. All was fine until he started bugging me to buy him some weed. I'm like "dude, not my scene" and he's like "well, I need it, I don't take meds, I smoke weed" This went on for three days before I stormed off into the bedroom and slammed the door, pissed that he kept bugging me. I could hear them talking, then yelling at each other. Theo trying to tell Insan8ty what to do, Insan8ty trying to get him to apologize for disrespecting me and him. Finally I heard what I thought was one of them pushing the other. I called 911. I found out later that it was actually the bro slamming something down on the counter or something like that, but the cops showed up, questioned us, and he left. We learned that not only can we not live with Theo Insan8ty's brother, we should not live with anyone.

I am pissed that Theo treated me that way and we've decided he's no longer welcome in our home. I am pleased that Dave stood up for me like that, but I think that Theo brings out the worst in Dave. I admit, I was really pissed that he kept bugging me to do something illegal that I did not want to do, and would not stop! He came into our home and started bossing us around like he was king of the basement. It was bullshit.

Right now me and Dave are at a friends' house. We've been here since Wednesday night. The first few days were stressful because of our friends' son and his friend, driving us crazy, but we went out to karaoke last night and had a blast! Me and Dave couldn't get enough of each other, singing, dancing, making out. I love him so much.

Feel free to ask me any questions. Anything to help Dave. Especially since he's helped get me into counseling as well. A couple that grows together stays together.     -Kat

I am concerned with the future, we have to move soon and I dont have the capacity to do much about it...

Sitting in cmh with kat affering support for her first appointment.

Suddenly things are going downhill again right when i need the energy to solve so many problems ...sigh

This is funny
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I have given kat access....dont know if her reading my blog will be good or not

Been hanging with my bro, we even came up with a band name. we are the S.H.I.T. :)

Good news i have new art works that i am going to be posting including music

Had a sudden surge in depression yesterday. Started to cry thank god kat was there!

Testing first text in a long while, i love my GF.