i ahve been taking pictures of eve as she walks around doing stuff. Its become an obsession and I dont know what to do about it. my brain is frying. my emotions readable yet not. i know i am getting lonely but at the same time i seem to be feeling really weird and i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do. my depression seems to be the side effect of my mania no longer being truly there like it used to be. instead of getting angry and redirecting my depression through my anger, i seem more forced to contend with the depresion i dont know how to handle depression lonlness.
