stress is crunching

cant seem to get my college card adjusted properly.  This is causing me lots of trouble as currently i dont fully know how much I wowe my room mate Eve we have settled on the amount of 550, although that number i feel is way off due to the fact that the majority of that is actually for gas and other things like food and clothes that I did not spend but . . . i am going to try to pay it as soon as i can.  next month i am going to have to sell some of my things to come up with ten bucks but other than that i ashould be fine.  I dont know whwat to do about things right now still dealing with depression and i can feel my mind slipping.  tat reality sensor is steadily slowly down and fading.  I think that once i get my college card figured out everything should be fine.  but until then I have much that I am trying to deal with.  my perception of eve currently rests in the barely give a shit zone.